March 2011
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January 2011
1 post
Here and There: Part One
“I believe in everything until it’s disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it’s in your mind. Who’s to say that dreams and nightmares aren’t as real as the here and now?”
-John Lennon
I often find light in a world that exists beyond the weighing darkness of night. One night in particular, shadows’ fingertips rested gently on my eyelids. My body, as I...
May 2010
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April 2010
1 post
Mastatal, Moms, and Mindset
I always find it astounding how quickly my perspective can alter due to changing circumstances, new opportunities, and simple conversation. This past March, I spent my time in Mastatal (no surprise there), but things were a bit different this time around…
My role took me outside of the gates of Rancho Mastatal for the majority of my time. Through the Marion Institute and Mastate...
January 2010
3 posts
Nobody in life gets exactly what they thought they were going to get. But if you...
– Conan O’Brien
When Bubbles Burst (Lessons from Haiti)
For months now, I have been struggling to find a balance between multiple worlds… the unemployed, the artist, the friend, the brother, the heartbroken, the dreamer, the uninsured hospital patient, the aspiring student, the optimist…
And events like these remind me how small the real world is and just how separated we really are from our neighbors. My life is too often a selfish one,...
December 2009
1 post
Painting Mountains
The mountains are driving me crazy, and they’re not done being created. They never are… mountains constantly reinvent themselves, moving skyward, retreating into their own, slowly crumbling to the ground, resting…
Maybe this is why they are so difficult to paint.
Or maybe, it is because they are so similar to our kind. The artist formerly known as Nathan told me today...
November 2009
4 posts
Pacific Rainbows
It’s the two people that see dolphins swimming together on a foggy day between monoliths stranded in the wading waters. They see rainbows forming perfect doorways to sandy beaches between rock wall ladders. Peering eyes detect nothing but previously conceived ideas and unwanted possibility, even in its purest form. Redwood branches hang the soul and lift the mind to salvatory grace with...
Another Silent Spring
The last time we would ever have the pleasure of sitting in the company of Alcides would be at his family’s house this past Spring as they celebrated a birthday. His family was eager to have us into their already cramped house, slices of cake ready to be served to anyone who visited. He was more clean-cut than usual and smiling, happy to be surrounded by his family. Tim did most of the...
October 2009
4 posts
Becoming a Dragonfly
A dragonfly found me, and I transformed into him. My world was changed. I could see everything in a different way, appreciating everything down to a cellular level. My flight took me through rainforests, resting on bending grasses, and finding nourishment in droplets of water set deep within the fabric of carpeted yellow hubs connecting flower petals. I lost track of what it means to be...
Song: Dragonflies (live)
Venue: Zeiterion Theatre (New Bedford, MA)
Event: Bioneers by the Bay 2009
Performed by: The Waddlin’ Fools
Written by: Sparky
Dragonflies
The dragonflies gather in a far off land
where they build humble castles out of clay, straw and sand
No need to move a mountain
just build around it
Every day is sunny
even when it’s cloudy
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Life is good
Life is great
Life is grand
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Up to today from when we raised our first bent
yeah, this whole damn thing should be a televised event
for the whole world to see
on primetime...